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[[one way|1]] by rylie eric
</div><u>Monday</u>
I have been struggling trying to write something.
Trying to progress in the little story I am writing.
I just don’t know how well the words would work.
[[>|2]]<u>Tuesday</u>
I have made more progress, but not a whole lot.
It is really draining me.
[[>|3]]<u>Wednesday</u>
You said once that you wished to be a different person.
I kind of feel that way too.
Everyone else just knows what they should do.
Not me. I feel too different. It’s a curse.
I can’t just be like everyone else.
It just seems like I am inferior.
[[>|4]]<u>Thursday</u>
I have written more.
Something about writing trans lesbians with issues somehow feels genuine, but also fake.
I fit the three traits and something still feels very off.
I’ll probably send it to you when I am done for you to check.
[[>|5]]<u>Friday</u>
I think I’ve made it clear that I don’t like myself very much.
Why must I be born a boy?
Why must my brain be the way it is?
Why do I always end up losing people?
ugh
[[>|6]]<u>Yesterday</u>
It’s been a while.
We should meet up! Check on how we’re doing.
I have no idea where we should meet though. Any ideas?
[[>|7]]<u>Today</u>
Lily… I have been concerned about you lately.
You seem to disappear a lot, both online and irl.
Are you okay?
<div style="text-align: right;">It is just how I am.
It’s for your own sake.
I’ve only read the messages today.</div>
Why?
<div style="text-align: right;">As you are aware, I am quite different.
So much in fact that I feel like disappearing for days on end.
I don’t belong.</div>
You belong… here.
Maybe not there, but here.
<div style="text-align: right;">I know... perhaps the reminder makes me feel better temporarily coming from you.
It’s how it is though.</div>
Maybe we can change.
For the better.
<div style="text-align: right;">We should.</div>
[[>|8]]<u>Today</u>
You told me back when we first met irl that anyone can create a good story with effort.
You told me stories of how average everyday people can create the most interesting and diverse stories out there.
You told me that when you thought you had lost everything in your life, you were able to bounce back up because you knew you still had a reason to live.
I agree.
This here… is my proof.
My completed draft.
A story.
<div style="text-align: right;">Quite nice.</div>
[[End]]''Writing, Coding, and Art''
Rylie Eric
''Special Thanks To''
Neo-Interactives
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